i'm feeling a bit depressed today, and it's partially due to the weather. it's mother nature's time of the month. when i went to work this morning it was gloomy and breezy. then it started spitting rain. then it started pouring. then it started blizzarding (but not for long) around midday. then it went back to raining, and it was gloomy for a bit after that. after work, the sun came out while i was waiting for the bus, and it's currently sunny. so, yeah. i just don't know what to think.

i was rather nippy with customers today, but i was still my usual helpful self. i feel kind of upset that my easter was pretty much nonexistant, but that's okay. that's life. i get to work for $9.47 an hour, eight hours a day, all weekend long… while my mom and sister are down south celebrating the holiday with my grandparents on their 50th wedding anniversary. a really special occasion i couldn't make it for. oh well. that's life.

the last holiday i was alone for was last thanksgiving. same situation as now (minus the 50th anniversary part). i didn't do anything to celebrate it, and i didn't make any special food or anything. maybe i should just cut out christmas and birthdays and become a jehovah's witness. -_-

so, yeah, being depressed about that… i decided to buy some stuff after work. some deli chicken, some buns, some carrots (organic! mmm), and some light ranch dip. i'm eating it right now. sure beats the mac & cheese i was going to eat. :D i think i'll eat my bunny's torso for dessert. :) did i mention my bunny actually looked like a bunny (not cartoony)? it's barbaric, but i love it. :D

i gave miss deadly fresh food and water, too. :) i think i'll feed my sister's fish after i'm done. :)

time to watch last week's epsiode of survivor that i missed. hope everyone's easter went well. :)

my chocolate bunny has half a torso, a tail, and its hindlegs still intact. no, i didn't wait very long to break into it, did i? it hit midnight while i was watching the second episode of nana (which was delightful, i must say) and i was like, "meh, it's easter… might as well eat some…"

it's probably because i had a crazy day at work today (as predicted), but i forgot if "intact" was one word or two. blonde moment, i know. so i googled it. while discovering that it is, indeed, "intact" i discovered that intact.ca is the first thing that comes up when you search for that word. i just went through it and i'd describe that site as overly educational and too biased to be taken seriously. i don't think i'll comment about it any further. x_x don't watch the video.

hehe, reminds me of what neo and i were talking about a couple months ago. well, just over a month ago. :D i blogged about it. :D it was too TMI to mention on here, and still is. :D

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